She

She sarted shaking while hot tears were watering her face.She was in a room filled with people,but yet she felt alone.No one dared to ask her what was wrong because her eyes weren’t warm anymore,they turned to a perfect black.Her skin was white as snow,her lips were a smookey purple.She looked like a dead girl on the outside and her heart started to beat faster.All her life was there – in front of her eyes.Black shadows and white lights covered her face through her life, while people were leaving.She wanted to stop them,to make everything perfect,but her voice was lost,she screamed,but nobody heard.She was sitting alone in a dark corner watching how everything got destroyed.She started shaking even harder,crying and screaming „Stay!”, but nothing changed.She saw how many people left her,forgot about their promises,forgot to tell that they`d miss her. Suddenly,she opened her eyes and saw that everything was a dream,but the feeling was so real.She was hurt, by the past.She kept wondering what brought to life all her wounds and why she feels like it’s not the last time.